There are a lot of people I see in the Spirit broken and dealing with real hidden inner pain and loss. I see the Lord NOW moving over you with a great love and care! Your behavior does not change your identity! Who you are is so precious to Him. He paid the greatest price for you to be saved. Many see the external things and miss the true purpose God has for you.
The Spirit of God is on me to call you to remember who you are and rise again! I’m praying for you to be filled with His love again, because it is bottomless.